whats wrong with me?

damn its so busy and its only week 1. venturing has begun and it isnt easy, so many different avenues and so many things to do. theres just so much expectations and so little time, and i have to cramp everything into the small brain of mine. it just makes me so angst at times and yet i try my best not to be cos i know its not anyone's fault that things are like this. sometimes, like last time, i wish people were all like me and all thought like me, then things would be done much quicker. but i guess the thing is to accept each other's differences and live with it, and also to make full use of everyone's niche area and capabilities.

on another note, school has started and most teachers are the same, except for hist ss english and maths. really happy that chem is the same, not so happy that physics the same, quite ok that chinese and bio the same. oh and ms tang seems quite ok, at least she can mange the class better than mr koh and doesnt SEEM to not hold back on calling of parents. guess i need to be a guaiguai boy and not screw up.

like i said last year, this year will be started anew and who really cares about your last year's gpa. mine wasnt very good, keeps dropping each year but grades arent everything. but yea i hope that it goes up thisyear, and i hope that i dont have to do anything yet it goes up =)

RT tmr, good luck